I Held Her In My Arms Alkaline Trio

I'm nodding on the knowledge
That I have been burned
That I'm learning things that I should've already learned
Everyone I already knew, wasn't kind and coy
I was with a girl, but it felt like I was with a boy

I can't even remember, if we were lovers, or if I just wanted to
But I held her in my arms
I held her in my arms
I held her in my arms but it wasn't you

I will not kill, the one thing that I love
In this world of wreckage, I look above
I said help me lord, help me understand
What it means to be a boy, what it means to be a man

I can't even remember, if we were lovers, or if I just wanted to
But I held her in my arms, I held her in my arms
I held her in my arms but it wasn't you

I'm nodding on the knowledge that I have been burned
That I'm learning things that I should've already learned
Everyone I ever knew, wasn't kind and coy
I was with a girl, but it felt like I was with a boy

I can't even remember, if we we're lovers, or if I just wanted to
But I held her in my arms
I held her in my arms
I held her in my arms but it wasn't you