Pride Buckcherry

I packed up all my secrets to embark on my demise
I left all my belongings to my loved ones, far behind
I feel like I have seen enough, my memories are crimes
Honesty has called my bluff and victory is mine
I want this bad behavior to be buried in a ditch
Where strangers can just pull aside and soak it with their piss
I've wasted my good fortune, my body and my mind
I'm going down nothing else but bullets and my pride
And I know all this has changed me

How long will I still have to wait?
How long will it take to get there?
How long will all this take?
What happens after we get there?

The more I learn about myself, the more I want to hide
I never felt like giving up, but something isn't right
My mother always told me you'll find out in the end
So should I be ashamed of my questions about sin?
And glory be to all the ones who helped their fellow men
It might just be the secret to reveal the master plan
I've wasted my good fortune, my body and my mind
I'll go without nothing else but bullets and my pride
And I know all this has changed me

How long will I still have to wait?
How long will it take to get there?
How long will all this take?
What happens after we get there?