Different Merkules

[Chorus]
I've been feeling different nowadays
I've been feeling different nowadays
I've been feeling, yeah, I've been feeling, yeah
I've been feeling different nowadays
I've been feeling different nowadays
Got the windows rolled down
When I'm drifting through the rain
Lately I've been dealing with this pain
So burn a blunt down till I feel like it's okay

[Post-Chorus] x2
Heart racing, I can't take it, Im' trippin'
So I take shot then I take hit, I feel different

[Verse]
They can say what they want, hate if they want
Back in days couldn't pay for the bus
Now I'm thankful enough to get paid for this stuff
I pick up a bag everyday of the month
But this anxiety is still in me
And I can't lie to you it's trippy
See the flashing syrens out to get me
And I cannot hide cause I'm guilty
Wanna run yelling fuck your life
Trying to break free but it cuffs too tight
I need caffeine, I've been up all night
I'm in love with the risk so I walk on ice
I've been drinkin' liquor right outta my chalice
Now it's half empty and I might lose balance
And it's kinda ironic cause I can't stand it
So I'ma get this money and the night might vanish