​forever freak June Henry

I’m sitting next to you
And girls who you would do
Anything to if they asked
I spend my mental space
Time off and at home base
Trying to learn how to be like that

Or at the very least
Someone you can’t kiss for a laugh
The concept of me
Forever freak
Surrounded by the most beautiful people
Anyone's ever seen

And I know that I'm so close, two choices away
To promises that I can't break
Why can't you just see me different ?
You just hear what they say
And you listen
And you listen