Girlfriend Ria Mae

I'm not usually like this
The bad ones tear me apart
I'm not usually like this
Spend all my thoughts trying to get out of the dark
I erase what I'm thinking
Trying to control my destiny
I'm not usually like this
Slipping, slipping, slipping away from me

I want your girlfriend, girlfriend
Want her to look at me like that
I want to know that poison
Save me, save me, save me like a heart attack
I don't feel a thing, I don't, I don't feel a thing
I don't feel a thing, I don't, I don't feel a thing
Makes no difference to me now
I don't feel a thing

I'm not usually like this
The good ones tear me apart
I'm a slave to my feelings
Moral high ground getting in the way of my heart

How do I look as a hypocrite
I think that we should explore
That I've been untrusting of my head
And I've been duped by myself before