Lost Fern. (PH) (Ft. Meridian Villain)

[Verse 1: Fern.]
I feel the same, I've tried so hard but I still feel the same
Trying to ignore the pain
Can't be real, I'm trapped inside my mind I fear
The pain will never disappear

[Pre-Chorus: Fern.]
Do I do I wanna know if I'll be missed
I don't wanna live like this
Do I do I wanna know if I'll be missed
I don't wanna live like this

[Chorus: Fern.]
I don’t mind, I don’t mind if I just lose my life
All the pain that I’ve been through made me dead inside
I wonder if all the things you say is true
Will you heal me God if I believed in you

[Hook: Fern.]
Will you heal me God if I believed in you
Will you heal me God if I believed in you
Will you heal me God if I believed in you
Will you heal me God if I believed in you, you

[Verse 2: Meridian Villain]
I’ve ran several circles inside of my head
Still feel like a joker who’s better off dead
Without a purpose, feeling so worthless
So I paint my walls red, and do the world service
Thinking is it worth it, I shouldn’t
Am I really worth it, I couldn’t
Nah man, I couldn’t
But it all comes back in the night-time
Don’t wanna listen to my mind in the night-time
I know we all find solace in the right time
So I spit my rhymes and I don’t mind
These violent choices
These violent voices
I’m finding alternatives to these violent voices
But they keep on screaming, just keep on screaming