Do You Really Wanna Die? (Pain) YelloPain (Ft. Adam Vanhoose)

[Chorus: Adam Vanhoose]
I can't handle all this pain
Only time I feel okay is when this shit goes through my veins

[YelloPain & Adam Vanhoose]
Before you take that, think about the consequences
I know you probably don’t think it matter cause your mom addicted
Right?
But look at how your mama living
Well how am I supposed to fix the pain?
You ain't gotta fix it!

[YelloPain]
My brother used to pick my clothes out and motivate me
That was my best friend, shit, my only, maybe
He used to tell me that no matter what he had my back
If I needed something he did it for me and that was that
He in prison now, ten years for molestation
Of my favorite little cousin now that's fucking crazy
And honestly, I wanna hate him
But if this story can save a life then I’ll be grateful
Cause I lost somebody I love and can't love them no more
I think I cried three months straight, man what was he on?

[Adam Vanhoose]
I know you probably got over it and didn't do drugs
But my situation is different, I'm really fucked up