Middle Child Hi-Rez (Ft. Hi-Rez)

[Chorus]
Rappers been counting me out, they speak on my name
They running they mouth, they looking for fame
They chasing the clout, head in the clouds
Head in the clouds
These rappers been taking what's mine, blocking my shine
One of a kind
They sit on they ass while they posting and tweeting
But swear that they all on the grind

[Verse]
I just wanna be myself again, making decisions
Feeling like I’m living in prison, it feel like hell is near
And for me, happiness, I haven't felt in years
Regretting my every step as I step in the room
With some people that be feeling the evil
And my cerebral, I'm peaceful, I’m tryin' to live
It's getting harder everyday to see through the bullshit
Full clip, load the bullet, pull the bullet, fighting through this fucking obstacle of life
That's why I ride the mic, 'cause I can die tonight
As I write this peace of light
But I'm trying to see the light, anxiety on my mind
I'm constantly on the edge, and I can fall anytime
I put my all in these rhymes
Searching for motivation alone in this ghost town, man
I just been waiting for an answer, grandpa died of cancer
But when he would call man, I wouldn't answer, damn