Where am I? Paul the Messenger

[VERSE]
Pick a side
It ain't over 'til it's over
'til I see the light, yeah
It's been a fight
Can't think clearly
Though I'm sober
Man it don't feel right
Angry heart, man I'm fighting the bitterness
Play your part 'cause i want you to witness this oh
It's been hard for a while but I'm used to it
Oh my heart is fragile stop abusing it, oh
When you ask me
I feel fine
I know the i'm out of line
Am I almost out of time

[Chorus]
Where am I
Where'd my thoughts go
Why am I losing control
I can't wait 'til tomorrow

[VERSE]
Got a lot of demons inside me
All I wanna do is be happy
I could never follow em blindly
Bros, girl and my family beside me
They lyin, they don't really like me
Closеd off, I ain't even a pisces
No nonsеnse, don't even try me
Gonna turn my girlfriend to a wifey
Lowkey I'm a little arrogant
Bad traits I'm learning to manage them
No brakes, hold tight and fastenen em
No breaks, no time (thyme), no lavender
No breaks, no life, no passangers
No pay, no mind to no callenders
No, stay, I'll take you home afterwards
Just pray that God will carry us
Got em feeling like a birthday kid
Give you flames, make a birthday wish
And there ain't a lot to say
You're the person that I wanna spend my worst days with
Most days I don't feel man enough
Said give your burdens ill carry ya
Good timing I couldn't handle em