Bipolar Bear Starlito & Tay Keith

[Part I]

[Intro]
It made me cry sometimes, it made me cry sometimes
The trouble in my way
(Tay Keith, fuck these niggas up) It made me cry sometimes

[Verse]
I lay awake at night, but that's alright
I get my ass up and write about the demons I fight
Sex-crazed and abandoned, so I resorted to gambling
Maybe I harbor resentment 'cause she aborted my family
Maybe she know I couldn't handle it, maybe it's true, I'm just manic
Money I blew was outlandish, the girls I flew out was scandalous
Sometimes it feel like dementia as I try not to remember
And it come back every winter, I get depressed in December
Tryna survive the inflation, plus I'm aging
Feel like nothing was the same, but what's changing?
My perspective, what's my motivation?
Am I investing a nest egg, a savings?
Sometimes my only connection is craving
Compulsions excess, I need patience
I need balance, I guess that's valid
I'm lookin' for love, it shouldn't be a challenge
I got a soul, so I feel the unknown, plus I'm grown
One day you're here, the next you're gone, this much is known
The world is at our fingertips, well, it's in our phones
Sometimes I wanna lose my charger forever, leave me alone
Truth is, I just completed a fast, I had to slow down
I'm sittin' in a dark room, writin', literally no sound
I felt compelled to pray, so I went to the mirror and spoke out
Looked myself in the eye and said, "Please forgive me," and broke down