​while you’re still Sadness

Sometimes I dream and I feel so pure again
I almost forget what it felt like to just be me
And then suddenly I fall asleep and wake up in a familiar place
I wake up looking at myself in the mirror
And looking at an empty space beside me
Trying to fill it with your name
Your name is spelled so beautifully
It spells your face
I left you so many years ago and I forgot to take myself with
I have so many sorries to say
To you or me
Why are you always in my dreams?
I left something with you
Something so special
But you were so special
I dont understand
I never understood
I just want to touch again