The Color Blue Jacob Stelly

I think it's time I start livin' right
I can't eat, I don't sleep at night
I gotta be feelin' something all the time

I know the world ain't the place for me
I nod off and I just let it be
Sundays are always spent alone

Had a girl but she got out
The only one that's ever gonna leave this town
She met a man, still misses me

Phone rings, it's my only friend
Calls up once month collectin' my rent
The color blue's the only color I can see
The color blue's the only color I can see

Lately it seems I'm losing my mind
Giving it away one piece at a time
'Causе I ain't got nothing better to do

Last time I lеt it get to me
I went and washed my heart down the kitchen sink
Now I don't feel much of nothing at all

How much time do I gotta spend
In the bottom of this hole in the wall I'm in
Before it starts making sense to me