Didn’t You Call Me Karizma

[Verse 1]
If I was perfect
You wouldn't ever hear a song
You wouldn't know about the dude
Who lets you know you’re not alone
You wouldn't have a tattoo
On your arm that's lookin' at you
All the lyrics on your wall inside your room
They'd be gone - I'd be too
I'd be washing dishes at a restaurant
And wishin' that I would've stayed a Christian
Because Jesus saves his children
Now I'm 23 and feeling like I'm 85
All my friends are gone
And I don't know if I should stay alive

[Pre-Chorus]
I guess I need some rest
Yeah, I guess I need some rest
I guess I need some rest
But I can't rеst in peace until I rest in pеace
I guess that means I’ll just

[Chorus]
Stop myself from having these feelings
Haunted by the past I'm relivin'
Why am I staying alive?
Give me death, I'm ready and willing
All these words they said meant to kill me
Why can’t I escape to the sky?
"Hooray" when I die
You got what you wanted, didn't you?
You got what you wanted, got what you wanted, didn't you?
You got what you wanted, got what you wanted