One Moment from Disaster Boundaries

I cannot maintain everyone's expectations of me
I am not your light, I am not your guide
Only the product of life unrealized

Don't ask me for a fucking thing
Cause that's all I can give consistently
This is not an apology
This is my declaration

A step from calamity
One moment from disaster
I don't know any better than you

I have simply come to terms with my own unrest
There is no control to be had anymore
This will all go on with or without me

I don't know what you want
I don't know what you need
But I know it's not me, it never will be

You will die and you will fade
And I will continue in the face of your amity abstained
In the company of none, I am my own priority
Because I'm the only one that's not allowed to leave