​shallow. ​unknxwn.

[Chorus]
I wanna get lost and never be found
Honestly, I'm sick of just being around
One day, I'll wake up inside of a bed
But the same day, I'll go to sleep in the ground

[Verse 1]
I got all these feelings I don't talk about
Every time I did, lead to someone else just walking out
I'm so fucking scared of what I feel because if I tell the truth
You might see what I see in myself and hate me too
And I don't wanna do that again, I don't ever wanna feel like I did back then
I would rather be numb to it all than feeling something good, just to lose it all
Life ain't what I thought it'd be, like I thought when I was 16
Fеlt like I would be so free, that was shallow, now I'm deep

[Chorus]
I wanna get lost and nеver be found
Honestly, I'm sick of just being around
One day, I'll wake up inside of a bed
But the same day, I'll go to sleep in the ground

[Verse 2]
And on some days, I feel like that day could be now
And on some days, I feel like I figure it out
But on all days, I'm really just keeping it down
So, does it even fucking matter if I'm happy? Cause when I am, I'm not
And every time I am, I know what I really got going on
Inside my head, some stupid fucking voice telling me I should be dead