​ammonia ​mixed matches

[Intro]
Who knows if I even loved you then
'Cause I don't really think I love myself
To never really know what happens next, I can’t
Wonder if there even is a light
And do you wanna throw me away, 'cause I don’t mind
To never begin, I won’t lie

[Chorus]
When there’s a time at the end to reach
And I don't know how
Where everything is supposed to be
But I can show
I can change, I can change to be whatever you want
And through all the uncertainty, I've found I’ve not grown

[Verse]
Who knows if I care if it’s up to me
'Cause I don’t even think that I would try
And if it really matters that I show my face
I wonder if it’s even worth the time
'Cause you’re just wasting your time, I feel
To keep you at a distance
For honesty is to remember
So just please trust in me
Lie to me so I believe that I can be happy
'Cause I just wanna feel that I know that this is worth it