Pain K.A.A.N.

[Intro]
Rain to wash my pain away
Rain to wash my pain away
Rain to wash my pain away
Rain to wash my pain away

[Verse]
Look in the mirror, my soul hurt
Don't understand why I’m so alone
I took time to reflect on the past
And the path that I chose to expose any problems that I could never dispose of
Getting rid of all of my issues
The pain on the page, use that as a tissue
When I'm dead and gone, everybody'll forget me
I still miss my grandmother, I wish we could have a conversation
But a relationship she had with a nigga [?] was the cause the complications
I understand I was just a child, the outside looking in, making observations
And I was never really one for patience, just prayed that [the] pain [erases]
Day that I die, I can see you in the sky to provide me the peace in your warm embrace
I gotta learn how to live with regrets
With all of the time I foolishly wasted
The reason why my confidence is so emaciated
I internalize all of my agony then I matured it turned to insecurities
And that worries me that I stay secluded
Your words of wisdom I could really use ’em
But it's too confusing with the things that I write
I was tryna take it back to the better times
I was never really given the chance to fully prepare
I gotta deal with the grief but the stress of death is weighing heavy on my mind
I've been tryna get the peace I can only seem to find whenever I think of you
But the truth is I'm still seething
I believe that love is about more than monetary achievements
And people always leave when you need 'em
It's been a coupla years, am I really still breathin' fuck