This Time Next Year Lil Xtra

[Verse 1]
I think I'll be fine this time next year
You were only everything I wanted
About to lose my mind
Thinking 'bout you all the time
I could lie and say I'm fine but that's no option
'Cause I'm alone and I just want you here
I could let you go but I'm too selfish
I keep breaking down
Every time I see you out
I wish I could shut my mouth
But I can't help it

[Chorus]
And all my all friends all say
I was better off with you
And I get so fucking sad
Because I know that it's the truth
And I've made my mistakes
What could ever be enough?
Now that every step I take's
Another step toward giving up

[Verse 2]
I think you'll be fine this time next year
You'll find someone soon
You know, you're perfect
Fall in love with him
Never think of me again
Oh, I'll miss my best friend but I deserve this
I wish you would lie and say you care
I know it's all my fault but I hate this
Leave me where I stand
Act like I don't give a damn
I completely understand
I just can't face it