Hell and Back Rittz (Ft. Doobie)

[Verse 1: Rittz]
Where's God?
I don't know why he keep playin' hide and seek
My tears drop
Eyelids leaky coming down each cheek
I taste salt on my tongue
No, that's blood, I know that taste well
Know there's angels that's looking out for me
Maybe it's my grandfather, God, I'm so ashamed now
I hold my face down, I don't like eye contact
Don't gotta prove what kinda man I am
To who? To you? Do you truly think
I give a fuck what people say, you think I'd lose a wink?
If you would die right now, that I highly doubt
The highway south was looking like a drought with wild fires
Got a grown man body with a mind of a child, without God

[Pre-Chorus: Rittz]
The science is shell-shocked, and I'm no war vet, but I've seen combat and grief
I got well off and went back poor fast, my lifе ain't all that it seems
But did I talk to the Devil? He got through whеn he tried contacting me
I can't believe he had the audacity
I was in his grip until he lost grasp of me
God saved me

[Chorus: Rittz]
I done been to Hell
I done been to Hell and back
Fire's burning, melt my skin
My body's charred from my melted flesh
God, I need your help
Praying that I get welcomed back
'Cause I've been to Hell
I done been to Hell and back again