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[Connor]
I am afraid of having your arms wrapped around me
I'm scared to suffocate
So I stay alone chained to my bed With the lights off so I don't Have to see your face again
Alone again
My chest feels cold and it's my own fault
And I am fighting to breathe
Push too hard now I lock myself away And I'll drink myself to death to numb the pain
Alone again