Ego Bugzy Malone

[Verse 1]
Fasten your seatbelt
I feel there's some things that need discussin' with my ego
So just bear with me
Now that I'm legal, it's my responsibility to turn away from evil
But just bear with me
Couple things that I'm not proud of
Never been a coward, but I'm deffo guilty of some carelessness
It's a discussion with my ego, even though we go to war, he's my amigo
You can bear witness
Keep it one hundred for my heart
I'm smart, still I've been walkin' in the dark
In the night, I hear you bark
And I won't lie, it's been hard
Though I keep you in the garden
Just remember you'rе my dog
And this one's deep, deep
The kinda deep that makes a tеar roll down your left cheek
The kinda deep that makes you feel insignificant
The kinda deep that makes you look around and feel real weak
On my life, I might just need a second
'Cause the truth is, I was so reliant on you
I was feedin' you before I fed me, I was dyin' on you
Not sayin' you changed, I'm sayin' I went quiet on you
What do you do when your ego turns to a giant on you?
Like I was there the day you made us cheat
I seen it all, I seen you steady pullin' off them sheets
Then you threw them on the bed, had them callin' man a beast
For a moment of pleasure, we made a heart bleed
Like I was there, but I was scared to speak
'Cause you make yourself destructive, and I didn't need the heat
Like I didn't need the drama, I just wanted to be free
That's why I got into the business of speakin' over beats
It was me out on them cold nights, graftin' in the breeze
It was me out on that old bike, peddling that cheese
Like I'm the one that dug the hole to bury all that peace
Like I'm the one that's diligent, the one that thinks he's me
I feel like you're dangerous, and your anger's not controlled
I feel like the pain has put my confidence on hold
There's no doubt that you're popular, they know you on the road
But they don't know me, they only know what they've been told