Hole In Your Head Ekoh

[Verse 1]
I don't really care about the fame and the lights
You know that it's fake as fuck when everybody nice
I don't gotta be the one that anybody likes
I'm already on my lonely get the fuck out of my face like
I've been doin' better when operating alone
Shit up in my head, I been living with tryin' to cope
I burnt every bridge that would ever lead to a home
And I said I'd build 'em back like I really mean it but don't
I can feel the monster start to creep up here inside again
And therapy don't work if you don't do the work
I tried but then I took the plight to paper
Painted pictures started poppin'
With the pain projected pried the piece
And put it through the process
Plus I prolly picked the perfect path to prey on my potential
Now I need a priest to properly pry me from all these pencils
Pressure peaking and they're judgin' every move that I been makin'
All these counterfeits pretending that I'm not the one you hate

[Pre-Chorus]
I know that you want to forget
I'm the little poison in your veins bringing you to an early end
I'm the lost innocence
Hello (Hello), I'm the hole in your head