The Repressed Memories Rav

[Verse:]
In my life man i have many regrets
Many Mistakes and flaws that have left plenty upset
Somehow i just feel like i am ready to step
Forward and make a move my breath is
Heavy i swear i keep it steady but yet
I have left some respect in the past
When i have tried to repress and forget
All the pain that i've caused all the
Stress that i've dealt with it keeps
Flashing in my mind
Like some mental tourеtte's stress
Leavеs its effects
I feel that a heart attack is reaching for me
A stress caused insomniac i wanna get
Slaughtered fast but i can't be honored that
Not until at least i stop what i have
Started jack

[Verse 2:]
Look in the mirror and see my own flesh
Every goddamn morning
I see my own death i try to encourage
People like for real it's no sweat
But inside i'm an emo feeling depressed
Memories won't leave me they just keep
Hurting you lied to me floyd
They just keep returning and burning my soul
I feel that i'm helpless became to
Self-centered
And too selfish i lost my real
Conscious my unconscious mind
[?] consciousness has taken over my life
I keep losing concentration
Losing track off time
Sidetracking my from life
[?] from acting fine