The First One (Acoustic) Astrid S

[Verse 1]
I know I shouldn't say what I’m 'bout to say
'Cause it’s never okay to go and bring your exes up
No matter what
My second and my third, I hate they got the worst of me
They don't deserve the way that I was treating 'em
I'd lead them on

[Pre-Chorus]
When I knew what I was doing
I was stupid, I was ruined, I was healing
But the healing never happened
And I'm sorry that I did you wrong

[Chorus]
To all the ones I ever loved
Never let you in enough
Not your fault, I gave too much
To the first one
To all the ones I ever hurt
Always knew it wouldn't work
Not your fault, I gave too much
To the first one, to the first one
There ain't nothing I can do about it, yeah

[Verse 2]
I just can't forget some of the words he said
The memories in my bed keep coming back again
Like daggers in my mind, yeah
They draw blood all night, yeah