BLIND CHIKA

[Verse 1]
I should’ve seen it coming
I spent my whole life running from the very prospect of loving
Cus in the end you get nothing
In truth I knew it was fake
I got a nose for bluffing
Once again I’m damned by my eagerness to put hope in something
What a sad world
Filled with dreadful irony and games
Why the fuck my lessons always gotta be from pain
How I’m back to building after how far I done came
No one told me just how much you lose from trying to gain
Cautionary tale, this is feeling like some folklore
Feelings up for sale I don’t wanna do this no more
Doing all the work busy righting all my wrongs
No one cared to listen so I write it in my songs
I feel like my weakness is that I’m too fucking strong
It’s easy to get lost when you don’t feel like you belong
I guess I’ve been misreading the signs
I pray that I’ll have better luck when I’m blind
When I’m blind

[Hook]
Take my hand and guide me
Lord will you provide me
Solace as I take this ride (eyes open, eyes on the prize)
What I feel inside me
Never will deny me
Out of sight and out of mind
Or am I out of time