Somewhere In Between Touchline

[Verse 1]
I've got pain and trauma, the new edition
The kind that nobody knew existed
The kind that could've been stopped if they would've listened
I've got to make enough cash for two musicians
Just so my team can feed their families
The same ones who told them they're too ambitious
This right here is the new depression, the 2022 version
Fallin' in love with someone and findin' out you're one of two persons
Maybe I knеw that before but dammit, daai deng ing'shayе nga sick-a
You say "Thabo, I'll never hurt you"
Then you go and hurt me next week
Now I got a new defence mechanism
I love you but you say I'd never listen
Even when you in the bed, huggin' kissin'
Even when you're in your head reminiscin'
Nami bengithi ngizothola somethin'
Ngena too deep, it was all or nothin'
You don't know how broken, someone is until you try to love them

[Chorus]
Got so many pains, I don't want you to see
I don't want you to know, what's goin' on with me
I'm way too [?], you get really deep
Loving you and hating you, I'm somewhere in between
Got so many pains, I don't want you to see
I don't want you to know, what's goin' on with me
I'm way too [?], you get really deep
Lovin' you and hatin' you, I'm somewhere in between