​i start to rust ‌Sewerperson & Eric Godlow

[Intro]
I don't mind
Yeah, once (Go)

[Chorus]
Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is, I'm not that great at all
I could take these welts but they'll chop it off
And if it's always like this, what's the point in love?

[Verse]
I could do it all perfect and they'd still need more
And I already quit once and I won't hide no more
It's lonely in your head and I need the bottle to survive here
There's no fucking breaks, I chose this path and I will die here
Oh, you miss my pain? Well, here's the pain, now clap
This shit feel the same as on that bridge when I had snapped (I won't, I won't)
Eat your fucking food, you better enjoy it, it cost souls
I'm sitting in my room at 2 AM, just drunk and stoned
Of course, we're all a bit fucked up, that's how it goes
My job relies on being fucked up to go gold
Stress destroys me quickly but they love it so I stomach it
Abusin' all this shit inside my body, I've been in love with it
I can't hold relationships, my body doesn't work right
She touch me on my chest, her hand went numb and she got frostbite
I been broken forever so you can treat me how you deem right
Vomit on my sweater, I'm throwing up because it feels nice
(Right) It's only right I give my wounds time to heal, yeah, yeah
I thought one-fifty milligrams of Zoloft pills might help
I was wrong, I was cursed from my birth, I swear
This ain't shit to fix with cigarettes and dyeing hair (Help)
I been out my mind since I got back on my meds
And I can't even fuck or feel emotions in my head
I feel so alone inside this home that I had built
And this shit been my life every day and it don't feel real