Disgust Against Me!

[Intro]
It's not just my imagination that I got a gun to my head
Cause I can feel the cold metal and I can smell the gun powder
[Verse 2]
I know they got their sights on me and its not just paranoia that makes me think this way
I know they got their plan for me
I know they got a grave for me
They want me to admit defeat
They want me to show my fear they know their system's going to break me
It's crushed countless before me
[Verse 2]
I stand here and try to look out into the dark vastness that is my future
Unfortunately I can't see shit
There are clouds and there seems to be layers to the sky
It's all just too unknown
I waste time wanting to know what will happen
How will it end
[Bridge]
But I never want to reach that day when I no longer have a need for that curiosity
I don't want to know the end to this "movie"
Shouldn't I be living yet? Shouldn't I know where I'm headed by now I have millions of dreams and things I want to do with this life
But I barely have time to do the little I do now
It's not satisfaction I get relaxing at the end of the day
It's escape from the stress. Disgust that I'm already in bed waiting to go to sleep again
Wasn't I just here?
Didn't this just happen?
I can't say I know what will happen tomorrow. T
He higher meaning that I'm looking for did not show itself today