There Will Be Love Ryan Deranged

[Verse]
I just wanna love you. Hate me? Fuck you
Like I tell the law when they wonder what I'm up to
Use to feel obliged to love life then I cut loose
With a buck knife in the night from a rough noose

Welcome to the West Coast. Step into my death zone
Fuck stress; let’s smoke. What stress? Presto
Swimmin' in a sea of cynicism with a breast stroke
Scribblin' with the wits of a schizophrenic in my death note

I feel my sanity slipping as if the madness is gripping
And gradually ripping my main frame rapid and quickly
I’m mostly saddenin' and sickening I hope I last until fifty
'Til then casket is empty I'm actin' daft in a frenzy

Open your eyes you'll see it's been broken inside of me
I've been hopeless and idling coping by silencing
Soaking and siphoning oceans of vile green
Bile that piles all while I choke on the cycling violently [All I feel is]

Dead now spreadin’ what remains of my memory
I can feel all my old ties slipping and severing
I don’t mean to be fettering you can leave and surrender me
Go and leave for the better things which you dream in your reveries