Raindrops Slaughterhouse (Ft. Novel)

[Hook: Novel]
Tear drops in the pillow of my bed
Still trying to keep my head up
Know you'd rather see me dead
And the raindrops keep on falling
I said they keep on falling
And they keep on falling
I said they keep on falling

[Verse 1 - Royce Da 5'9"]
I'm the product of when a nigga Momma gives up
Crying, laying in the trash with the lid shut
Ain't got no family my mind is tender my
Daddy's invisible my Moms is Brenda, uh
If I survive I'ma grow into what
Society considers trash the rope is to us
That means I'm hanging myself by living
The noose is getting murdered, that or going to prison
My minds controlled 'fore I learned mind control
What you call living life I call dying slow
I'm genetically predisposed
The reaper the only thing that can ease my soul freezing cold
Feeling like I was given life and if I take it at least I chose
I'll probably be in heaven when the pain stops
'Till then all I'm hearing is wind and rain drops