Lately Ivan B

[Chorus]
Wish I wasn't so
Hard on myself, hard on myself lately, yeah
Part of myself, part of myself hates me, yeah
Hard to let go, a lot of things break me, yeah, yeah
'Cause when these late night comes, I don't wanna feel
Yeah, takin' her home even if it's not real, yeah
Blamin' myself isn't how to heal
Yeah, I know, I know I've been hard on myself

[Verse 1]
Yeah, I been goin' through some phases
Not on tour, but I'm goin' through some stages
I don't know how much more I can take it
Put my heart together just so I can go and brеak it
Wake up lookin' at you with no makeup
Thinkin' 'bout last night, I'm playin'
I just wanna know the things that you'vе been lookin' for, I'm sayin'
Different book and pages
Staying up 'til 1:00 talkin' 'bout the one, lookin' for my heart, it's fakin'

[Pre-Chorus]
Hard for me to trust you when I don't trust who I am right now, and
I don't really know what I want right now, yeah
Got a lot of love to give and I