​terrified ​hamilton (Ft. ​yung van)

[Chorus: hamilton]
Tell me that I'm safe, this is where I wanna stay
'Cause when I'm in your arms all my problems go away
Don't know what to say, it's like my memories erased
Light another blunt and I'ma take it to the face
Girl, I know that I'm a waste, I'm just something in the way
I will never fit in, it's just something in my brain
Smoke away the memories and trip away the pain
Acid in the castle, got it dripping like the rain
Like the rain

[Verse 1: hamilton]
Crying on the phone again
I'm alone again, all the walls are closing in
Thought you were my friend until you stabbed my back again
Barely breathing, I don't even know what's happening
I might die tonight, bleed out in the twilight
Scars up on my wrist 'cause I'm terrified of life
Terrified of love even though it is a lie
Felt my soul die when I looked into her eyes

[Bridge: hamilton]
When I looked into her eyes
Felt my soul die when I looked into her eyes
Terrified of life
Terrified of love
Terrified of life
Terrified of love