I’m Sorry Ivan B

[Verse 1]
Yeah, lust isn't love when we want it to be
I guess that's what I've learned
You said your sorries, here's my turn
Yeah, too long for me to say these words
Two hours every weekend when I drove to your house
Spending all our day with your dog on the couch
Falling for you when I don't know what I'm about
Two lonely kids said they figured it out
It wasn't real, though our feelings were
You love me more, I hurt you more
You like to drink so your feelings pour
I treated you like I do a storm
I stayed in while your tears pour
I ran away when the wind blew
You tried to fix everything we went through
All I ever did was change, you blame me, I don't blame you
Closer to God, the more distant I felt
Ocean of love turned to a mountain of guilt
I hate the way that I dealt with you and myself
Felt like I was saving us, I wasn't, I couldn't tell
'Cause all you ever did was listen, I disregarded what you felt and thought
You were scared to tell me anything
All we ever did was fought
But you gave me your heart
And I couldn't hand it back
Gave me a chance, but I couldn't make it last
Left you my things 'cause I couldn't go back and feel everything I coulda had
I was in a dark place, I ain't blaming anybody else
I could never be the man that you want me to be
When I did, I lost everything else, so