River Zach B (Ft. Rockit Music)

[Verse 1: Zach Boucher]
My parents taught me to be confident
Appreciate accomplishments
Realize the world around me always shows the positives
But now the clock ticks, i'm losing my conscious
Feels like every day that my being has been forgotten
Y'know, when we were young and kind of hectic
And failing like every mission in Call of Duty on veteran
And know that our past is gone, but deep down I'm learning my lesson
Live every day like your last, 'cause tonight just might be the second
So fuck it, I get the message
I'm counting my every blessing
So grateful to be alive but right now i'm just second guessing
Don't understand why you left me but ever since then i'm free
Felt suffocated and open but now i'm able to breath
Back when we used to be "we"
Been staying up until three
Unsobering thoughts, playing a game or two
Then repeat
I'm addicted to my past and I can't handle it
Just please, stop soaking these every moment
You know I wanted to be
But I wanna leave us
So I'm running from the past
Stay on my computer every day
When I dropped out of class
I'm stupid for doing that
I wish I could just go back
Reverse back in time
So I could keep the friendship that I had
Fuck, you know I'm writing this for you
Back in summer, we would listen to music I made for you
In your room, only us, playing smash bros, we'd lose
Every time but it'd feel like I didn't when i'm with you, 'cause...