Deathbed Citizen Soldier

[Verse 1]
I used to hate everything that I saw in the mirror
But then I found a new frame now everything's clearer

[Pre-Chorus]
I used to feel so ugly for what's inside my brain
But maybe I'm a badass for living through the rain
Of every single thought trying to put me in my grave
I'll never be ashamed 'cause it's my legacy

[Chorus]
I'll never bow down until I'm who I'm meant to be
My story is proud because it came from tragedy
I'm gonna live loud until there's no breath left in me
I'm gonna live through hell so I'm left with no regrets
On my deathbed
On my deathbed
On my deathbed

[Verse 2]
They used to count me out but now it sets me on fire
What gets me out of bed is knowing I'ma make 'em all liars

[Pre-Chorus]
So go ahead and judge me for talking 'bout my pain
I'd rather spill my guts out than live with being fake
Yeah go ahead and die with what you're afraid to say
Won't make the same mistake 'cause it's my legacy