A Recipe for a Meaningful Life Kaonashi

I often think about what will happen to me
I made up my mind to change my life, but everything stays the same
Found comfort in memories, fantasies and dreams
The only things I know that won't grow old and be different than they were, yesterday
Yesterday

When morning time comes, I'll bring my heart along

It's that moment when the streetlights are still on at 6am
I know the sun is coming but it's still so dark, and the view of the city sleeping evokes forlorn
Painful, but peaceful
I'm free from judgement
I want to feel this way forever

I always wanted to be that character in the movie
Who makes everyone happy and makes her parents proud
But that script was ripped to shreds on the day that I was born
Now I'm a crisis actor fighting for the big screen

You only think about yourself
We all have problems, we all need help
And I can't help it if I feel this way

It's not my decision if everything will be okay
Everything is not okay
Everything is not okay