​​hindsight bias ​riphomesick (Ft. Sewerperson)

[Verse 1: homesick]
I'm alright
But I'd be better if I could just step inside
And I took the reigns
Just tryna take control back of my life
But it's too much to fight
I reach back and swing, I try
I gotta wet my knife
Said it to my face and lied
I'm too mortified
Entrances stay fortified
I don't want advice
Trust I've heard it a million times
I can't take in sights
Swear that my fuckin' brain is fried
Such a lonely night
I can't say it but I'll try
I kept the worst all around me
Now you'll know better than to fuckin' doubt me
It's been way too long
I can hear the shadows call
More than writing on the wall
Reaching forward and I fall

[Chorus: homesick]
Yeah, it's terrible
Absence of words just happenеd to say it all
It got way too much, I just couldn't go out and face it all
It's all my fault
Give into misery, lеan in and I drop
Couldn't find the words
Looking back and I seem to know it all