Cloudy ​whxami (Ft. ​thebreathingbackwards)

Ridin round tryna find a way to go
Escape from everything that holds my mind in place you know
I finally figured out why i get so ungrateful for
But i got problems as you know i thought id pave the road
My stomach botherin me why do i get anxious for
I called my moma told her fuck this life i hate it so
If suicide is how i try to go away from home
Then i appologize but i can't fucking take this no

Wake up
Open the blinds im up earlier
Take long stand in the shower behind curtains
Think of everything damaging my mind and the fact i said fuck this life its not worth
Yeah im always broke recordin songs for this
I been feelin lost in thoughts that im cursed with
Walkin through a fog its like my eyes blurred
Or drivin without lights at night now im swerving
I saw an old friend one time while im out
Talked for a little bit appologized bout
The nonsense from the past
We dropped it time flies so fast I realized
Im wishin that i found
Beauty in the old days back when i was in them
But we never notice anything until its all finished
Walkin in the hall ways man its so different
Fall on the way itll be here in a minute