Recluse Left To Suffer

I'm not made to fall apart
As I'm sticking my fingers into my skull
Play dead as I sever the lifeline
Where is your comfort now?
Becoming a beggar and stuck here forever
They hold my tongue as they insert the tether
And I, I play dumb to the stories they tell me
I lie down until it gets boring

This has become a subject of conflict

And I digress
Paralyzed, it sets
Beg to take it back
Pulling out my hair, I'm breaking out of this artificial mold

I'm a slave to death
And it hurts
I stand for nothing
Pleasе save me

Pray for death
This pain I can not dеscribe

And I know everything's in the hands of my torment
No one's left to comfort me
This is never as good as it gets
No one's left to comfort you