[Verse]
People wonder what’s going on in each other’s brains
I wonder what you're doing a lot of the time
There’s a feeling I don’t like that stays around a lot
I wonder if I turn off the trail, would I find change?
Would I find a bear trapped in a tent?
Would I find a place I’ve already been?
Would I find you sleeping beside a cyclops?
Would I find something I wish wasn’t?
If the roads dirty already
Then what’s the point of cleaning up?
My face looks dirty as it is
You look just like you would whenever
I’m staying out here on this trampoline
The stars look prettier than ever
The ground beneath me goes so deep into the ground
It goes places that I’ll just probably never
You ever reach that point of being
Where you're scared and there’s no reason
I even feel scared right now
And I don’t know why but it's all easy
Could be worse, probably not better
I teach myself things sometimes, they're hard learned lessons
There’s good things and there’s those bad ones
There’s things that happen that don’t happen
Mystery and bad reactions
You're the one I still just think of
You pop up even when it’s horrible
You pop up even when it’s not your fault
If I can repay you, I will gladly
I do bad things and some evil
Some things that I do, I think of
But I don’t think much when i do it
I do things that last forever
They creep up over my shoulder
They ask me if I need breakfast
They’re like angels they’re like devils
'Cause they make me feel possessed
Worried my teeth just might explode
But they never do, I tell myself that
And then the feeling just disposes
I hear stories, I make stories up
People tell me lots of things
I make joy and I make horror up
I look so horrible in the trees
If you saw me, you’d be frightened
But then you’d realize you're just like him
We’re all human but we just hate each other
And that’s okay, I’m not above it
Look below and you’ll find heaven
Look below and you’ll find hell
Look below and you’ll find something
Look above and you’ll start to yell
Look above, that’s just as good
Either way you look, you're looking
And as long you keep looking
Then you’ll be fine just like you should
I wake up sometimes and hate it
I wake up sometimes and love it
If I could look at myself right now
I’d be like damn, that’s really something
The sticks around me making noise
Like they’re alive and they’re excited
The grass beneath me is invited
For Halloween, we can be pirates
Now and then I think of days
That happened long ago
And it makes me feel good and okay
Sometimes it makes me wanna cry
There’s happy bugs and scary guys
There’s fairy tales, they can be true
They can be dark and tell some lies
But either way, they're just more words
You can say words forever long
They tell me story’s right and wrong
And they have power they can hurt you
Make you cry and make you sob
The window pane is pretty nice
You can look through it over and over
It can see things but it’s quiet
It doesn’t talk much, it’s just there
I get off track and I stay on
There’s no track unless you make one
Sometimes I like to have it be
Other times I just let it be
In the night there’s lots of things
The stars are great, there’s lots of them
I get caught up in taking Percocets
But I just take them 'cause life’s a struggle
I try a lot of things i try
I live my life and I live lies
I live above and live below
I’d rather die most of the time
But your voice is rather soothing
There’s lots of noise, it makes me curl up in a ball
How can I live if there’s no point to it?
Every game needs ending goal
So I’m just suppose to keep on breathing
Everyone just keeps on breathing
Do any of you have a reason?
I can't find one that has meaning
But really I just might be projecting
I lay around and I complain
It doesn’t matter what they’re saying
They’re all talking in that house
I heard a noise and it should scare me
But really I don’t even care
If someone came right now to get me
I’d probably lay there and just let 'em
It’s cold out here but I got a blanket
The air makes noise, it sounds like music
And I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t worried
About things that aren’t even existent
I’ve done some wrong, I’ve done some bad
I've done some good, I’ve done some glad
I hurt my ankle when I was little
There's scary trees, they make some faces
And there’s some noise, don’t know what is it
I wonder if walk out into the darkness
What I’ll find, will I remember?
Would I find group a deer?
Would I find a portal into somewhere I don’t like?
Would I find another moment?
Would I find something? We all find in time
Would I find a fucking answer?
Would I find some evil dancers by the haunted creek?
Would I find someone to love?
Would I find you in a hole that I have dug?
Would I find myself entangled?
In a berry bush with angels
Is there heaven in that berry bush?
Maybe that’s why I was in there
Maybe I just shouldn’t live
Or maybe I might live forever
Maybe I could be the savior
Or maybe I might be the cancer
Is there’s horns on gods children?
?Am I evil? Am I gifted
I hear howling in the distance
Wild coyotes eating dinner
Am I somewhere? Am I nowhere?
Is there God or is there nothing?
Is it wrong just to wonder?
Obviously not but some might think so
Now I lay down on this trampoline
Where I write this prolonged message
If wolves surround me and they eat me
I already ate myself enough for all of them
They can have the scraps if they want
They can have the broken pieces
There’s always gonna be another Sun
That rises even when there isn’t
If a group of demon babies
Came and tried to do sacrifice
Really what’s the point of sacrifice?
We only have what we have for now
Or maybe not maybe forever
It gets so lonely in September
It’s only August but my birthday's coming soon
Another year away from never knowing
I might live life and be annoying
I bet people hate me want me hurting
But really all of us are hurting
Did I hurt you or did I spread the sickness?
We’re all sick and we’re all evil
There’s no good but there’s good people
And if Satan helped me write this
Maybe Satan lives inside you
Maybe we’re all Satan sometimes
I walk a thin line here and there
You tell me I’m doing it wrong
Maybe we’re all just trying to find peace
There’s probably people with no souls
And they just want us all to hurt
Maybe we all hurt ourselves
Or maybe something hurt us first
Maybe it’s something that’s not human
It could be life, it could be stupid
It could be something we all enjoy
It could be nothing at all and everything
You pop up when I’m laying quiet
You show up when I least expect
There’s a light over there shining
Maybe it’s God, maybe it’s just a shiny light
There’s always humor in everything
If you want there to be, it's there
Maybe when I take my very last breathe
Maybe I’ll go somewhere
We all lie at night and we think
I think of things that I wish I didn’t
If I could be happy and not know
I’d probably take that in an instance
But I lie here and think of things
Maybe everything’s just that simple
It could be easy and I’m just masking it way harder
Or maybe life is just an insult
If I wanna make it easy
Then I can in just an instant
Now I’ll be happy and just remain
Maybe I lie to save some face
Maybe I’ll try to be a better person
And try to stay out of the way
If I float up in the sky
Man I wonder what I would find
Would I find heavens? Maybe hell
Would I find reasons or sky monsters?
Would I find angels or just demons?
Would I find stars or cardboard boxes?
Would I find holograms and paintings?
Would I find you and me just hanging?
Would I find dragons and fighting cheetahs?
Would I find horses and lions teething?
Would I find bulls without their horns?
Would I find something I can’t think of?
Would I find lady bugs and sprinklers?
Would I find dogs and things like people?
Would I find oceans that have no fishes?
Would I find whales that just had triplets?
Would I find someone that looks just like my mom and talks so softly?
Would I find things that do no wrong?
Would I find corpses and black widows?
Would I find pajama pants and pillows?
Would I find hollow trees and willows?
Would I find dirt that makes you see through different objects?
Would I find breaks in everything?
Would I find glue to fix the breaks?
Would I find a jungle of duct tape?
Would I find more than you could listen?
Would I find answers to my wishes?
Would I find people who aren’t people?
I hope I find a lot of things
I’ll find myself maybe I’ll never
Maybe you’ll just never find me
Maybe I’ll do heroin with tigers
And when you want someone to hold you
I’ll be right there but look inside you
Let’s take a camping trip
Let’s take a camping trip
Let’s take some things that we’ll remember
Let’s light some candle sticks
Now I lay smile on my face
I did some things, I lived a day
I know there’s nothing, it just makes me happy making something
Because there’s nothing anyways
Should I keep going on forever?
If I wanted, I could do that
But then we'd be doing this forever
And I don’t know if we should do that
Now after all there’s nothing left
I can be okay or be angry
What would I find if I just looked?
If I want, I could look forever
What would I find?
What would I find?
What would i find?
What would I find?
You want me to wrap it up
Okay, that’s fine
I just wonder what I’d find
People wonder what’s going on in each other’s brains
I wonder what you're doing a lot of the time
There’s a feeling I don’t like that stays around a lot
I wonder if I turn off the trail, would I find change?
Would I find a bear trapped in a tent?
Would I find a place I’ve already been?
Would I find you sleeping beside a cyclops?
Would I find something I wish wasn’t?
If the roads dirty already
Then what’s the point of cleaning up?
My face looks dirty as it is
You look just like you would whenever
I’m staying out here on this trampoline
The stars look prettier than ever
The ground beneath me goes so deep into the ground
It goes places that I’ll just probably never
You ever reach that point of being
Where you're scared and there’s no reason
I even feel scared right now
And I don’t know why but it's all easy
Could be worse, probably not better
I teach myself things sometimes, they're hard learned lessons
There’s good things and there’s those bad ones
There’s things that happen that don’t happen
Mystery and bad reactions
You're the one I still just think of
You pop up even when it’s horrible
You pop up even when it’s not your fault
If I can repay you, I will gladly
I do bad things and some evil
Some things that I do, I think of
But I don’t think much when i do it
I do things that last forever
They creep up over my shoulder
They ask me if I need breakfast
They’re like angels they’re like devils
'Cause they make me feel possessed
Worried my teeth just might explode
But they never do, I tell myself that
And then the feeling just disposes
I hear stories, I make stories up
People tell me lots of things
I make joy and I make horror up
I look so horrible in the trees
If you saw me, you’d be frightened
But then you’d realize you're just like him
We’re all human but we just hate each other
And that’s okay, I’m not above it
Look below and you’ll find heaven
Look below and you’ll find hell
Look below and you’ll find something
Look above and you’ll start to yell
Look above, that’s just as good
Either way you look, you're looking
And as long you keep looking
Then you’ll be fine just like you should
I wake up sometimes and hate it
I wake up sometimes and love it
If I could look at myself right now
I’d be like damn, that’s really something
The sticks around me making noise
Like they’re alive and they’re excited
The grass beneath me is invited
For Halloween, we can be pirates
Now and then I think of days
That happened long ago
And it makes me feel good and okay
Sometimes it makes me wanna cry
There’s happy bugs and scary guys
There’s fairy tales, they can be true
They can be dark and tell some lies
But either way, they're just more words
You can say words forever long
They tell me story’s right and wrong
And they have power they can hurt you
Make you cry and make you sob
The window pane is pretty nice
You can look through it over and over
It can see things but it’s quiet
It doesn’t talk much, it’s just there
I get off track and I stay on
There’s no track unless you make one
Sometimes I like to have it be
Other times I just let it be
In the night there’s lots of things
The stars are great, there’s lots of them
I get caught up in taking Percocets
But I just take them 'cause life’s a struggle
I try a lot of things i try
I live my life and I live lies
I live above and live below
I’d rather die most of the time
But your voice is rather soothing
There’s lots of noise, it makes me curl up in a ball
How can I live if there’s no point to it?
Every game needs ending goal
So I’m just suppose to keep on breathing
Everyone just keeps on breathing
Do any of you have a reason?
I can't find one that has meaning
But really I just might be projecting
I lay around and I complain
It doesn’t matter what they’re saying
They’re all talking in that house
I heard a noise and it should scare me
But really I don’t even care
If someone came right now to get me
I’d probably lay there and just let 'em
It’s cold out here but I got a blanket
The air makes noise, it sounds like music
And I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t worried
About things that aren’t even existent
I’ve done some wrong, I’ve done some bad
I've done some good, I’ve done some glad
I hurt my ankle when I was little
There's scary trees, they make some faces
And there’s some noise, don’t know what is it
I wonder if walk out into the darkness
What I’ll find, will I remember?
Would I find group a deer?
Would I find a portal into somewhere I don’t like?
Would I find another moment?
Would I find something? We all find in time
Would I find a fucking answer?
Would I find some evil dancers by the haunted creek?
Would I find someone to love?
Would I find you in a hole that I have dug?
Would I find myself entangled?
In a berry bush with angels
Is there heaven in that berry bush?
Maybe that’s why I was in there
Maybe I just shouldn’t live
Or maybe I might live forever
Maybe I could be the savior
Or maybe I might be the cancer
Is there’s horns on gods children?
?Am I evil? Am I gifted
I hear howling in the distance
Wild coyotes eating dinner
Am I somewhere? Am I nowhere?
Is there God or is there nothing?
Is it wrong just to wonder?
Obviously not but some might think so
Now I lay down on this trampoline
Where I write this prolonged message
If wolves surround me and they eat me
I already ate myself enough for all of them
They can have the scraps if they want
They can have the broken pieces
There’s always gonna be another Sun
That rises even when there isn’t
If a group of demon babies
Came and tried to do sacrifice
Really what’s the point of sacrifice?
We only have what we have for now
Or maybe not maybe forever
It gets so lonely in September
It’s only August but my birthday's coming soon
Another year away from never knowing
I might live life and be annoying
I bet people hate me want me hurting
But really all of us are hurting
Did I hurt you or did I spread the sickness?
We’re all sick and we’re all evil
There’s no good but there’s good people
And if Satan helped me write this
Maybe Satan lives inside you
Maybe we’re all Satan sometimes
I walk a thin line here and there
You tell me I’m doing it wrong
Maybe we’re all just trying to find peace
There’s probably people with no souls
And they just want us all to hurt
Maybe we all hurt ourselves
Or maybe something hurt us first
Maybe it’s something that’s not human
It could be life, it could be stupid
It could be something we all enjoy
It could be nothing at all and everything
You pop up when I’m laying quiet
You show up when I least expect
There’s a light over there shining
Maybe it’s God, maybe it’s just a shiny light
There’s always humor in everything
If you want there to be, it's there
Maybe when I take my very last breathe
Maybe I’ll go somewhere
We all lie at night and we think
I think of things that I wish I didn’t
If I could be happy and not know
I’d probably take that in an instance
But I lie here and think of things
Maybe everything’s just that simple
It could be easy and I’m just masking it way harder
Or maybe life is just an insult
If I wanna make it easy
Then I can in just an instant
Now I’ll be happy and just remain
Maybe I lie to save some face
Maybe I’ll try to be a better person
And try to stay out of the way
If I float up in the sky
Man I wonder what I would find
Would I find heavens? Maybe hell
Would I find reasons or sky monsters?
Would I find angels or just demons?
Would I find stars or cardboard boxes?
Would I find holograms and paintings?
Would I find you and me just hanging?
Would I find dragons and fighting cheetahs?
Would I find horses and lions teething?
Would I find bulls without their horns?
Would I find something I can’t think of?
Would I find lady bugs and sprinklers?
Would I find dogs and things like people?
Would I find oceans that have no fishes?
Would I find whales that just had triplets?
Would I find someone that looks just like my mom and talks so softly?
Would I find things that do no wrong?
Would I find corpses and black widows?
Would I find pajama pants and pillows?
Would I find hollow trees and willows?
Would I find dirt that makes you see through different objects?
Would I find breaks in everything?
Would I find glue to fix the breaks?
Would I find a jungle of duct tape?
Would I find more than you could listen?
Would I find answers to my wishes?
Would I find people who aren’t people?
I hope I find a lot of things
I’ll find myself maybe I’ll never
Maybe you’ll just never find me
Maybe I’ll do heroin with tigers
And when you want someone to hold you
I’ll be right there but look inside you
Let’s take a camping trip
Let’s take a camping trip
Let’s take some things that we’ll remember
Let’s light some candle sticks
Now I lay smile on my face
I did some things, I lived a day
I know there’s nothing, it just makes me happy making something
Because there’s nothing anyways
Should I keep going on forever?
If I wanted, I could do that
But then we'd be doing this forever
And I don’t know if we should do that
Now after all there’s nothing left
I can be okay or be angry
What would I find if I just looked?
If I want, I could look forever
What would I find?
What would I find?
What would i find?
What would I find?
You want me to wrap it up
Okay, that’s fine
I just wonder what I’d find
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