Light You Up Blue October

I’m never gonna give up
Remember what abuse did
It’s time you look and face it
As if you were in any way understood

It always lowered me to downsize
It always lowered my faith
But it’s in the corner rising next to me
It’s in the corner like an upstage

I can't explain the way I feel inside
I’m gonna light you up
You can admit you’re poison
Go run and hide, fuck you
I’m gonna light you up

I said I wouldn’t fail you
It’s something sorry couldn’t sell you
A slow rain like a time bomb
It’s disconnected
Only reach’s what I’d done wrong

And in no way is it worth
Losing everything I am, including these words
Your heart in my hands
I’m sick as all my secrets; that’s why this hurts
‘Cause they’ll put me in the crazy house
Put me in a crazy farm
And I’m never going to get back out
And I’m never going to treat you wrong
Get down to the earth with the people
Get down to the earth in your bed
That’s where I’m gonna go
That’s where I’m gonna go up in my motherfucking head