Mist Förståndet Vildhjarta

Staring blind into the abyss that is myself
Left with knowledge
Left with fear and despair
Of what this existence turned out to be

Days goes by yet I cannot seem to
Find the strength to carry on
Further down, into the darkness
Clawing for something to give this worth

This gruesome pain is more than I deserve
Still I can do nothing but carry on
I must let go of the illusion
Or the anxiety will never end

I can't imagine how it must feel, when this is over
To let go of the foolish illusion of some sort of control

You delve inside
You try to save yourself
As you're falling apart
And I would smile to silence your questions
Then crown you as king of the fools

For the only way out of this dilemma is to move along
But then you're fucked
For the only way out of this dilemma is to move along
And give them what they want but then you're fucked