I Try Not to Let It Get The Best of Me YCK

[Chorus]
I've been trying to better myself
But it's getting harder every day with no help
Cut those ties, look at how we've fallen
Reaching for the pills that's been my solace

[Verse 1]
No I'm not a hero but I ain't a fucking villain
I've been trying to get better, I've been on the penicillin
But I felt worn down, got worked to the bone
You can see it in my face. Wanna help? Just don't
Thinking it's best that I just be alone
I don't wanna be a burden, think it's best I go
And the moment I'm back, that I really don't know
Made a lie to your facе, said I'd check on my phone
Open bottlеs, drank every drop
And back then it was better, I think a lot
Cause I never doubted, I never thought
I just did what I felt every chance I got
Fall just came with that season change
It's like every year I just feel the pain
And we take a look at what we became
I'm just feeling tired and we feel the same

[Chorus]
I've been trying to better myself
But it's getting harder every day with no help
Cut those ties, look at how we've fallen
Reaching for the pills that's been my solace