Heather Nicole Hopsin

[Verse 1]
At night in my window I see your silhouette
Crying heavy tears, look how wet my pillow gets
Throughout my days I don't smile I just get upset
And since you left look at all the shit that it affects
I take a picture of your face and I just hold it up
Kiss it, then reminisce on when it was both of us
It's hard for me to open up, I'm always talking to myself
But to nobody else
Some say that church or maybe counseling could probably help
But they don't know about all of my idiotic lies
All the fucking times I left you traumatized
Swore up and down to you saying I'ma try
And never did, I try not to cry but I feel bad I didn't apologize
It's time I cough it up and tell more, my soul is taken, never sell yours
I did some shit I probably coulda been in jail for
Bury me deep inside Hell's core
And don't let me out until you hear bells roar

[Pre-Hook]
She said, "You never loved me, you just controlled me
If you fuck around I'm calling the police"
But all I wanted to say was I'm sorry
Oh, how I wish that could tell you

[Hook]
You're gone, you're dead
You'll never know that I was sorry
Just leave me alone, stay out my head
I wish that I could tell you
You're gone, you're dead
You'll never know that I was sorry
Just leave me alone, stay out my head
I wish that I could tell you