​chaos ​demxntia

I’m competing with myself again
I’m sure you can tell
Oh, I can’t pretend
No, I can’t pretend
No, I can’t pretend

And all these feelings overwhelm my head
I can’t repel them
So I’m stuck in bed
So I’m stuck in bed
Maybe I’ll sleep in instead

Came down from the addy now it’s only chaos in my brain
And I don’t know how to explain
Yeah, I probably sound insane

I’m trying to be happy
But I always make the same mistakes
No matter how hard I try to escape
Every night just ends the same

I don’t wanna be awake
I don’t wanna be awakе
I just wanna be okay
I just wanna be okay