Shipwreck Ruby Haunt

[Verse 1]
Crawling past on the back of a bad year
You left me here with the last of the last of the souvenirs
Fading fast like a plane on a frontier
You kept me near at a road full of hope with some good fear

Turn black like some ash on an [?]
You're safer here with your smoke and your jokes and your folks near
Try to laugh with the splash of a cold tear
Can't help but hearing the crash of the past that you held dear

[Verse 2]
Falling back on the past like a stunned deer
You took me here at a [?], cutting half with your ghost nеar
Heart attacks like an axe through an old tree
You carriеd me through the patches of black in my twenties

Leaving fast like a fly through some honey
You disappear in the night towards the light, tryna blind me
Made it last like a flash or a frenzy
Now you see, tryna go, feeling low, looking empty