Fucked Up Years Grace VanderWaal

[Verse 1]
It don’t speak loud, tape it’s mouth
Killed by lightning
What happened to my home?
On my own, teeth are grinding
Plain sight, hiding

[Chorus]
And I’m going to clubs trying out drugs
Doing too much, counting the nugs
But it stays right there, fucked up years
And when I run, like glue it comes
A shadow that’s not my own
It stays right there, won’t disappear

[Verse 2]
Try to find my out
Used to be fearless but now I’m worried
That all along, well, it wasn’t the home
Wasn’t the family, wasn’t the shit town
It was always me

[Chorus]
And I’m going to clubs trying out drugs
Doing too much, counting the nugs
But it stays right there, fucked up years
And when I run, like glue it comes
A shadow that’s not my own
It stays right there, won’t disappear