I’m So Sorry Nico Collins

Wicked grin, evil eyes
This  ain’t a place of compromise
I  surrender every time
Or you’ll strike me harder otherwise
Blood dripping down my lips
Skin  hanging off your fingertips
Brand  new day but the same old shit
So let’s just get this over with
Used  to hurt at first but the constant repetition
Dulled all of my senses, I’m the perfect victim
Call me crazy but for you I empathize
With each and every blow I sigh, saying

I’m  so sorry
For how you feel inside
Even though you haunt me
I’ll make it out alive
You must live a fucking nightmare
Awake and in your dreams
Looking for someone to hold your misery
I’m so sorry
For how you feel inside
I’ll pray for you tonight

Go ahead knock me out
Beat me down till I’m on the ground
Make me scream and cry for help
It’ll be a good way to relieve yourself
Pain, I take in stride
You will never ever take away my pride
I get back up with my head held high
And it drives you nuts but at least you try
Used to hurt at first, Maybe I’ve just been conditioned
All the while you win, I pity your position
Call me crazy but for you I empathize
With each and every blow I sigh, saying