Understand For Me 360 (Ft. Jeremedy)

[Ad-Libs: 360]
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Yeah
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[Verse 1: 360]
I was sent below, followin’ an endless road
Progression slow, but I’d rather that than never know
A lot of small things I feel I need to question though
And I know I’ll be better if I let ‘em go
I think back on which lesson to quote
But I can’t, can’t seem to remember the notes
And every second I hope to see a memory float
I’m in a bottomless pit so please send me a rope
I hate fakin’, the pain’s taking control
Try to tell the difference between my brain and my soul
To confront the emotions I feel
I hope and appeal to understand devotion is real to myself
Any odd pain, I turn and run
Every day I’m hopin' and prayin’ that my purpose comes
Will I make it in this earth as one?
Please be up front, ‘cause false hopes are worse than none, yeah

[Verse 2: Jeremedy]
I’ve got that ex-psyche ward type mind
Scribe rhymes on the type writes, tryna find a kind of finite
Answer, which is kinda like a phantom
Its presence can be felt but it can’t be physically fathomed
Shit, I've been to the maddest spaces in my imagination's atlas
Travelin' places for affirmation, a axis
But all I ever really found was understanding
Understanding that I could never quite understand it
I mean all of this, all of this in front of us
How could we ever try to comprehend the point of it?
Even if we figured it out, wouldn’t it be kinda spoilin’ it?
Then in the end we would really be missin’ the point of it
So I’m just avoidin’ it, you know, all these questions
I’ve been there, I’ve asked that, too much time invested in it
Guess my questions are in the form of raps and a beat
Not to figure it out for you, but to understand it for me