Seeing Negative (Disappointment) Honey Revenge

[Verse 1]
Well, I'm so fed up with what I'm doing here
Nothing is ever interesting
I'm giving up and I said as much
It probably comes in clutch
That my mouth don't shut

[Pre-Chorus]
I don't get it, I never do
How opposites can both be true
How I'm put together but so unglued
I know what I want but I don't have a clue

[Chorus]
I'm trying to understand
'Cause I give one hundred percent
Why is there a disconnect?
'Cause I'm not getting what I need

[Verse 2]
Too cautious to let someone in
A fear I won't take my hands off the steering wheel
Drained and confused
So much to choose
Everything to lose
Has my ego bruised?
Can't forget it, I never will
Care to live with overkill
Exhausted but I can't sit still
Making me anxious but I'm high on the thrill